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TO ALL MY FRIENDS:

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
but no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and their stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
But no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

HEY ...ive only cut myself like twice today but im going to stop so please stop telling me how bad it is...well anywayz i just had an amazing time...btw i didnt go to skul today...ok back to my amazing time lol...i love him so much...he made me forget about all the things im going through right now and for the first time in bout a month i actually smiled. well me and michael went to see mr 3000 but we didnt relly watched it and left early..hah..then we went other places...blah..he was being really affectionate tonight..lol i like him that way. OMG KARLI AND SARA GUESS WHAT?!?! HE KISSED ME!!!!! YES FINALLY! SO WE KIND OF MADE OUT FOR BOUT 30 SECONDS LOL BUT THEN HE HAD TO LEAVE.  oh yeah he gave me his ring tonight to. its too big for me so im wearing it on a necklace. i love him so much. im so happy. might as well enbjoy being happy while i can cuz soon as i go back to school...its well lets just say a whole diff story...

love you michael

Callie